The body of a bride, did change the first day, but the mind stayed a maiden the same
Nothing stirred up a passion to her of love, nor a white light of love did she feel.
In days of our youth we once were taught on the day that we wed virgin be.
The life could have had a better meaning, if we were taught more of passion than dreams.
In the morning after the wedding, the bride looked at her husband and said
"Is that all it was about all along, I should have stayed single my friend.
I don't know what I was supposed to feel, no one told me just what it should be
More a duty to leave friends and family, and start your own family "
When in our youth there was no books to find showing just how the love now should be
No passion, no caring, no loving, who on earth could I ask about me.
It would have made life so easy to love and enjoy every day
Instead of walking on eggshells, in fear as our life moved through each day.
Parents told us you've now made your own bed, no longer come home to me
Just get on, do what it is that you do, from your parents we now set you free.
It was more like a battle each day to endure, to see how it all would be played
Why was there no one to teach us that love as we thought it was dead.
My bones then became a target,when even I said the wrong things
I told no one my troubles or burden but the mind slowly turned and went in.
Every time when I tried to give off by best, it never turned out enough,
To a partners need the gap widened until there was no time to love.
As the years passed three children all now have grown, Still the passion was hidden from me
Who will ever unravel this heart, the way to find love and be free
I gave all my love to my children got through life with the Spirit of God.
Who carried me through each day and night, taught Love through the Spirit of Truth.
I've lived a full life thought I knew love oh how wrong was my life not to see
I was more in a prison than Heaven from day one till this moment I now see.
Since then I became a widow, the freedom, a total release
From a life ready now for passion, I decided to persue like a dream.
Why did you want to love me? when you first set out to care
We both had no expectations as we went on a journey to share.
I haven't a clue our intentions when we started our very first day
Where did we think it would take us, was it love then that came in to play.
You seemed to have lots of experience, the care and the comfort you gave
I scarcely could breathe at the feeling that came to my heart but from where?
When we met he was the opposite of all I had known so gentle, caring, he inspired.
I opened the doors now to passion, It became over and above all I knew.
What I soon learnt I never knew passion, only what I read in the books
My life took a new meaning about love what we shared was things only from dreams.
Since the very first day that I met you, God knows what was in my mind
To find a real love and companion, who would walk hand in hand by my side.
Male and female never relax and give freely from each point of view some control
Pull and push each other to be happy, In a love, or a dance of their choice.
Love is the aim they are seeking, It's not jealous when it starts to give
Total surrender no condition it offers It's the taking and givings that change.
I have waited for you to love me, has it all been in my mind a dream
Are you sure you know Love when you meet it Love is passion, and caring not friends
You give a tiny little piece of yourself as if it's a great big slice
Don't want to kiss or say sweet words, in control of yourself all the time.
Some males go through life but not equal to their partner they chose when they share
of themselves to love and help them, through life each day with some care.
Between the sexes there comes a stale mate, try to work out the ground in between
The balance they look for in each other, is not simple it usually just ends.
If they start on the first day to want love why go through such a struggle to show
How to fit another into their life style, then see the love take root and grow
Sometimes the best part is the seeking, for a love to fulfill all our dreams
was it right from the start what came forward, or should it never have been.
No hard feelings if you make a choice not to give of yourself to a person like me
We don't have the maps or plans to read, of the final destination we'll take.
I shouldn't have to fight for a place in your life, if you want me then put me there
It's too hard to work it all out now I take two steps back and wait there.
I thought I would get to keep you as mine, but alas it was not meant to be
I still thank you as you opened the door to love, I let in then you set me free.
For the good times we spent I do thank you it was more of a dream now I see
You came to inspire me to find deep down a passion that was hidden so deep
Love says to me oh so quietly " if he wants you in his life then he will"
You have done most of the running towards him you must learn to be quiet and still.
Stop trying to always explain how you think now it's time he grows up and decides
His life has been easy all his needs just take place he gives naught from his heart down the line.
I am done with the symbols clanging I am waiting to see what it gives
No more working it out in my mind now not a competition I fear I would win
If you leave me at the crossroad still waiting, It does nothing to love it's still there
Like time it waits in the shadows until we are ready to share.
The part that hurts is the longing to be with another to love
We all need what God has to offer, a companion, a lover, a guide.
A woman likes lips to whisper of love tell her how much that he cares
Kiss her on the lips as a love sign and stir up the passion to share.
When we started what did you have in mind? were we going to love or be free
There's a line to be crossed to the passion,all in life as you know it is free
In the end I think I'll settle for Love from God since the start He's known me
Give up the frail mind of human love, and settle for Spirit to hold me.
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